At least we talked of this.
I felt certain of this.
We seemed like one thought.
I could feel your presence when you were away.
I knew when your letters were waiting at my post office box.
Our souls touched at night.
I had clear dreams of you.
But now I can't feel you.
What is this thing between us?
I don't even know if I reach out for you anymore.
Where is the clarity of feelings I had for you?
I am down in this dark hole of my own sadness and fear.
One flash of light would destroy this shadow world.
I wait for this light.
I wait for this flash of light.